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Broken doll close up by Lotus2503

Beautiful little doll, always so caring, always putting everyone else before herself. 

Doing any little thing within her means to bring a smile to another for it is there she finds her purpose, be it peace; joy; pleasure; or pain. Gladly morphing, changing, to give that solace to another; for in doing so she finds her own.

Yet still, every day a struggle, just to breath; ever night a battle field, just to see the next day.

She crumbles slowly, even with that solace, she still feels hollow. Can't truly trust a soul, used; abused; abandoned and tossed like trash, so many times. Her heart, though stitched a thousand weaves over, scared- just like her synthetic flesh, yet no eyes see.

They ignore and only see what they wish. 
A toy to simply use for a time, to string along till board.

Still, she tries to give a smile, with every last little fiber of her being. Knowing others are fighting their own battles and demons; hoping that her gestures, no mater how small or at times forced, might bring someone a bit of light, then maybe she isn't as broken and useless as she feels.

It gives her hope, that someday, someone will see beyond it all and take her away. She might not be able to trust them truly for a long time to come. Yet to have purpose again, to be wanted; desired; cared for, even when doing the caring; to be molded and shaped for that person, for that time, is the only wish every little doll makes.
Inspired from picture "Broken Doll" ©2011-2014 Lotus2503 
Writing ©Myself
  • Listening to: Heavy In Your Arms by Florence + The Machine.
  • Watching: Nothing atm
  • Playing: Final Fantasy XIV A Realm Reborn
  • Eating: Turtle Ice Cream
  • Drinking: Diet Coke


Current Residence: Canada BC & Various places around Second Life.
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Favorite genre of music: Tech, Trance, Electronica, and'a sh*t ton of others.
MP3 player of choice: Phone
Favorite cartoon character: Shego(From Kim Possible) & Shizuma(Mai-Hime&Mai-Otome)
Personal Quote: I look out for me and mine, that don't include you 'less I conjure it dose.
Reason for making DA: For collecting art, and to reclaim my OC's name from my non-blood rl sister who decided to use said OC's first name with out asking my permission, ya probably silly, I know.




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elenaevil Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014
Thanks for fav!!!!!!!!Love
Egoak Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for faving. I really appreciate it :blowkiss:
xpuresnow Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fave ;D
Zazishi-V-Zajitsu Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014
Most welcome :D
InoriYuri Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2013
x3 Thank you for the watch and fav! <3
GreenKatana Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2013
:iconrainbowsheep2:  Thank you for the watch :iconrainbowsheep2:
Zazishi-V-Zajitsu Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2013
Yous welcomes Natsuki ♥
it's Ishumi from SL btw thought fore sure i was already stalking you :3
TsuchinoeTatsuya Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav.
KasuKitty Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you so much for the favorite!
SovietPancake Featured By Owner Jan 17, 2013  Student Interface Designer
Thanks much for the fav :D I read the huge wall post there, then realized it was from 3 years ago. Just a fav here and there is good enough to be a DA member in my opinion! What is the point of sharing it here if you do not want people to see it?
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